而家d心情好反覆,好迷茫,我dad 又唔知點,成日話唔醫,我都已經quit o左份job 去help him la,又話呢様又話果様,令到我好煩.
佢又話我好quit o左份job,雖然我同d同事唔係咁夾,但唔係我要走o既原因,我想continue 佢o既business ,唉...總之煩~

好多野都唔想諗~

唉.......打工真係辛酸~
今日briefing,又比人造,我係唔出聲,但唔等於一定比人恰,好委屈,今日我阿姐講果時我已經好想喊,我咁比心機去做但你又覺得我唔係,唉我都唔識講,即使office o既manager 成 日讚我都無用,唔知係咪咁所以我super 唔係咁like我呢～
我ｄ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄ成日叫我爆留個同事d衰野比我super 知,佢地覺得我都唔做,講都唔驚,我唔係驚,只係我性格唔係咁,我唔想好似好小朋友咁,何況我super 都唔會點help 到我,雖然好委屈,但係算la.都唔做喇~

我唔做o既reason唔完全因為同佢地唔係咁happy, 係我真係好想轉行,同埋我daddy 有咁o既病,好想我help him,自己工始終好過打工o既,況且又唔係未做過~我唔想有d乜後悔~
我o既朋友,pls support me ~

發現我dad有ｃａｎｃｅｒ到而家都有half　ｍｏｎｔｈｓ　喇，多謝各方好友ｏ既關心，有ｄ識ｏ左幾個月，什至有ｄ識ｏ左十幾年，知道大家都好錫我，哈哈，同埋我ｏ係佢地心中我係一個好受保護ｏ既女仔，佢地好驚我捱唔住，但我係可以ｇａ，雖然又返工又做ｈｏｕｓｅｗｏｒｋ，又要ｔａｋｅcare 隻都係有cancer o既babe,真係好辛苦,但我知道好快會過去,everythings will be alrite very soon~不過最感動o既係我o既一個friend，　佢係我中學同學，我地定時會出街，咁ａｒｍ佢早前打比我，　就係我知道ｄａｄｄｙ　有病ｏ既幾日，當時心情仲未平復，一同人講就喊，喧咁arm 佢打o黎約食飯,我話唔得呀,發生o左d 野,點知勁喊law......幾日之後我收到封信,係佢寫比我ga,佢話我worry abt me, 叫我有乜要打比佢,我睇第一行已經喊,睇到第3行已經係豬頭喇...好感動,唔識講, 一切在心中a~

阿爸終於做療程喇~但佢話星期六要出院law, 我地梗係唔贊成la,但佢唔肯都無計~

佢入院開始我日日都做家務,做完之後就返工,雖然好累,但我ok ｏ既
今日仲好勁，煮飯ｔｉｍ　呀，好耐無煮過，哈哈，都食得ｏ既，ｏｋ　～好開心

好辛苦呀今日,明明放假居然落雨,真慘!仲要食o左同事比我o既清腸藥,真係唔食好過食,個肚脹o左成日,好辛苦~

今朝又為我dad o既事而喊,要勸佢做療程,不停同佢講成家都support 佢,講o左好多,又喊過,其實成家都好困擾,佢仲唔肯醫,我阿媽仲勁喊,唉..........無奈

希望佢真係肯醫la

今日10:00pm之前我o既心情好ok ga,10:00之後就.............

今日o係公司同d人不斷吹水,同另外間shop個女仔食野，點知佢個ｆｒｉｅｎｄ原來識我個friend，　而我同佢ｏ係大約一年前見過，一齊玩過，佢咁都認得我，勁呀．．．．．．．又見到個男孩好多次，ｋｅｋｅ，又有人同我講有人暗戀我，哈哈

但１０：００之後，我ｏ既心情就．．．．．．．．我家姐提起一ｄ　唔應該講ｏ既野，就同佢ａｒｇｕｅ，　之後就喊喇．唉，佢可以企ｏ係我度諗ｏ下ｍａ

今日心情都好好多,起碼無搭bus 都喊先,雖然dad 同以前無乜分別,但我地驚佢化療同電療令身體變差,係worry abt this,所以而家距離療程2weeks,要佢增肥,希望佢快d好番

雖然呢5-6年已經經歷過多次生離死別,但依然覺得好難接受,好大壓力,好怕經濟唔afford到，其實今次都用好多＄，我地都好緊，但點辛苦我地都會支持住

講番我公司個男仔，唉．．原來佢有ｇｆ，前日返工ｏ係樓下仲見到佢，同佢講ｏ左一陣ｔｉｍ　，佢仲問我點解咁多早返．．．．唉．都係唔好諗咁多～希望我ｏ既白馬王子快ｄ出現